Went home

The wife father died last year, so we took a trip up the valleys to see her home, we stopped on top of the Rhigos to look down to where her father worked for years in number three pit. Well it's now green and you could say How green is my valley. Unlike a few years ago

ESA

I have been called for my medical the dreaded WCA, actually I'm looking forward to it, my wit against the wit of the person ticking the boxes. Are you disabled yes, what is your disability Paraplegia from the L5, causing loss of bowel and bladder function, I also have serious damage done after catching MRSA, on three separate occasions. Yes but are you really disabled. So will I win this battle after seeing some of the people who have been rejected including my sister in law who has two types of cancer simply put I have no chance. But I will bet I do, it will of course be through the appeals procedures. Look at it I have a serious spinal injury, had three of my discs removed as they were completely wrecked one of them caught my nerves controlling my bladder and bowel. I then caught MRSA, which saw my spine become infected so badly they had to cut my legs from the hip to the knee to drain out the puss only for my legs to be infected they used maggots to clean that up. This week I was informed I'm diabetic and it has caused problems with my eyes, it's adding to the pian in my legs which is now reaching chronic levels again. But I'm a scrounger work shy.

Working class MP's

Miliband came out saying we need more working class MP's and I though hello sounds a bit of socialism. But then labour stated these MPs would be business people people who ran small firms, so that is OK then, labour still conservative with a not so small C. Durham miners Gala, Mr Miliband speaks about clean coal, and opening up coal mines, well one way of getting Polish miners to work here. I cannot say I would enjoy going down a mine again and not for £190 a week min wages, but can somebody tell me what the hell clean coal is, do not tell me it's coal with carbon capture. sad to say every time I hear labour speak I'm confused Labour has now said it's going to change the rhetoric about public services, it's all wrong, labour has to tell people benefits are not wrong, excuse me who the hell put out that, most people on benefits were scroungers or work shy. New Labour or Newer labour.

NHS

sacking and rehiring off NHS at lower wages longer hours and none overtime payments where chief executives have acknowledged they would need to act "in unison", the paper reports. The report says 60,000 nurses and doctors need to end being paid for working over time, they need to be paid less, so the NHS can live carry on. But notice something not a single bloody executives talk about their wages their bonus payment, it's always the workers it's never the bloke earning the £250,000 with 40,000 Bonus for putting the NHS hospital into debt. managers in my local hospital on average get paid about £156,000 to £180,000 with an average bonus ( £30,000 to £50,000) payment for a 35 hour week with a golden pension of £70,000. Asked why these people were not being sacked came a reply they have redundancy packages . I'm waiting for Miliband to say something worthy, but I expect he will need to check with Blair first or one of his spin doctors nothing spontaneous from Mr Miliband, he might lose a middle class voter.

Anyone got a job

I have been saying for ages the so called Labour and Tory angels who help the sick and the disabled back to work have been little more then cheating the system, now proved. A4E is a shocking company and then we have Remploy, the Shaw Trust all so called charities but this is not the best name for them. I have been looking for work now for five years, my job center told me they would be sending me to see Remploy at first, they said to me they have never failed, do I go to be asked do you really need a wheelchair, do you really need crutches can you just give them up while your looking for work, once I explained to them and that I needed the wheelchair and the crutches they lost interest and said they would find it difficult to get me employed. I was then sent to the Shaw Trust who again said the same thing, dump the wheelchair and we will find you a job, once I showed them my legs they said it would be hard to find you work, the one thing I noticed wi3th both offices they were empty, the people working in them were all very young all under twenty five and my special adviser, still had dam nappy rash. She once said to me lots of disabled people are cry babies when it comes to illness, but I had lost interest, now we have all this silly fraud.

Tired

I've been tired run down, and to be honest not that bothered about anything, so off to my doctors, he says OK look your getting on, I said rubbish mate I'm sixty not hundred, so in the end he says we will give you a blood test. It's just come back I'm diabetic, also my bloody counts low, my blood pressure is either to low or to high, so get on the bed, to be told your heart is all over the place. I will phone up to see if the consultant will see you today or this week, sixteen weeks, so they said can you pay (again), I said how much £175 OK, go on then, right I'll phone, I get told go down now he'll see you this afternoon, so sixteen weeks under the NHS, or now if you pay, you go to an NHS hospital, your met by an NHS nurse, and the doctor is working on NHS patients. I arrive I'm offered tea and biscuits or coffee, all the other patients are sitting looking and I can see them thinking bet he's private. I get told you can go in sir, and this old gent says hold on Ive been waiting an hour I was here before him, and the nurse says sorry love but he's private, she did not say it in a nice way either. I go in they listen to my heart checks my medical record and says you have heart murmur and it looks like you have a heredity heart problem, which is news to me. he says I will put you onto the waiting list now to be seen at clinic you will I suspect need to have an anigiogram . Not bad i suppose for £175 but it does make you wonder why I could not have been seen on the NHS

Remploy

I cannot be bothered to go through all this again, but it harder to find a difference these days between the three parties at the top, Liberals are now back to the Whigs, Tories are the Tories, and labour is trying to get in-between the lot. The one thing we do not have is a socialist workers party any more, working class is now hard working people, and the middle class are the new socialist according to Miliband. I fought like hell to keep our Remploy factories open, in the end Labour phoned me up to say it would be best if I left the party, which I did. But in the end what chance of these people now working in Remploy have of finding work, it depends on your disability I will speak in all honesty now, if you have a degree, have a limp or your toe nails is broken you may well find a job, if you have a funny face, you have a problem talking you have disability, then sadly no chance at all, so what does this mean, well it means every one of these people being laid off, yet being told they are able to work, so they will sign on to JSA, but of course to get JSA you cannot have a disability. It's sad but this is the new labour new socialism the new Tory-ism. Not a single worker for the two factories that closed by me eight years ago have found a job, even with the three million Labour gave to the council, what did the council do with it , obviously they did not use it to help the disabled people. We are back in the Victorian period in which we will see disabled people begging